i can’t handle you in my life, but i can’t bear to let you go. tell me what to do. i’m so terribly upset with you, but i don’t want to be. can we end this well? let it go and move on as friends? the way it used to be? climb, talk, laugh. no more, no less. the easy things i was so fond of… maybe one day, blue eyes. one day.
don’t date someone that promises you forever. date someone who acknowledges that life happens, that people change, that things may get in the way. date someone who, despite knowing all of that, tries their hardest for your relationship.
UGH. exactly what i try to explain to everyone.
maybe i am the tragedy. not you, not us, just me.