sic vita est

wanderer. adventurer. climber. lover.

currently calling hawaii home.

repress:

Do you ever want to talk to someone but

1) You feel like you’re bothering them or coming off clingy
2) You don’t have anything to say, you just want to talk to them
3) You don’t know how to hold a conversation to save your life 

(via hopefulveterinarian)

07.19.14

maybe i am the tragedy. not you, not us, just me.

07.14.14

i’m making progress. no longer putty in your hands. no longer dreaming about what i cant have. i am good at accepting, and i have accepted. all if it. i am still achingly fond of you, beautiful one, but i am not waiting or wanting any longer. you are my friend, and that means the world to me. i need and want nothing more. thank you for everything, you.

07.06.14

does it hurt because i’m ridiculous? or does it hurt because i’m right?

07.05.14

i don’t really know who ruined everything. it could have been you. it was probably me. or maybe it is just the natural way of things. but if it was you? a choice you made? a fondness you lost or left or decided against? then i want you know i have given up. there were dreams and wishes and wants inside of me i knew i shouldn’t have. things you told me to let go of. i have. i will not fight for you, pretty. i will not fight you. there is no way in this world i can make you want me. but i can stop wanting you. and so i will. thank you for all the beautiful moments. i will cherish them. you were the first person to really make me feel again. and despite the pain it causes now, i appreciate that to no end. i wish for you only happiness. i hope one day our friendship can be as it was before. one day, pretty. one day.